Underworld Alchemy is where the version of you who doubts her worth, second-guesses her intuition, and numbs herself to survive
comes to die.


And the version of you who trusts her power, loves herself unapologetically, and finally feels at home in her body is reborn.

This is for you if

You’re the high achiever who’s built the perfect career, kept the relationship alive, and still finds herself staring at the ceiling at 3 am with that quiet voice whispering, “This can’t be all there is.”

You’re the middle child who grew up keeping the peace. The one who smoothed over every argument, read the room before you entered it, and carried the tension so no one else would explode.

You’re the people pleaser who is drowning in responsibilities, holding it all together with a smile, believing that if you just do more, achieve more, prove more, maybe you’ll finally feel worthy of love.

You crave rest, softness, and that deep, unshakable knowing that you are enough exactly as you are, but you don’t believe you have earned it yet.

You have done the journaling, the therapy, the energy healing, the manifestation rituals under six different moon phases, and still, something feels missing.
You have ticked every box, but your body keeps whispering no more.

You can feel the pull of more, the freedom, the aliveness, the part of you that knows there is something beyond just surviving.
But no matter how hard you try, you cannot think, manifest, or achieve your way there.

This is where Underworld Alchemy comes in.


This isn’t about fixing yourself.


It’s not about pretending you’re fine when you’re clearly hanging on by a thread.
It’s not about forcing yourself to “stay positive” when what you actually need is a good cry and a nap. And it’s definitely not about waving sage over your problems and hoping your anxiety goes, “cheers, I’m off. Byeeeee!”

It’s about finally understanding what your body has been trying to tell you for years.
So you can stop gaslighting yourself for feeling overwhelmed and start actually trusting yourself again.

It’s about learning how your nervous system really works, so when you spiral, shut down, or start overthinking texts at 2 am, you know how to bring yourself back.

You don’t need another mindset hack.

  • You need a space that can hold both your mess and your magic. A space where you can fall apart and still be celebrated, without bulldozing your system or pretending you’re okay when you’re not.

  • Where you can release what’s holding you back, remember who you are and rise into the version of yourself you were born to be. The version who has a full nights sleep, can hold boundaries when office Brenda is crying that you no longer stay past 5pm and the version of you that can enjoy a wine without tanking the bottle to escape.

Imagine this instead...

  • Imagine being able to close your laptop at 5pm without guilt and actually relax.
    Imagine trusting your intuition so deeply that you don’t need feedback from your group chat before making a decision.

  • Imagine saying “no” without apologising, without over-explaining, and without worrying that the other person hates you for months afterwards.

  • Imagine enjoying setting boundaries because you finally have time and energy back, instead of spiralling that Bob from work thinks you’re shit at your job because you said “no” to staying late on Tuesday night.

  • Imagine having the tools to pause before you spiral, breathe before you snap at your loved ones, and stop yourself before you plan a one way trip  escape
    (which is *ahem* your flight response kicking in hardddd).

  • Imagine walking into your next chapter not as a burnt-out version of yourself, but as the one who actually believes she’s enough.

Introducing Underworld Alchemy

Underworld Alchemy is a 5-week initiation, a journey through the dark halls of your own underworld to reclaim the parts of you buried by survival, silence, and shame. 

It is for the woman who is tired of pretending she is fine, tired of holding it all together, and ready to finally meet the parts of herself she has been avoiding. We start your descent into the underworld and get real about your shadows lurking beneath the surface. We'll uncover the shame, the grief, the old nervous system patterns that've kept you small and stuck so you can finally begin to release them. 

The Descent

A space where you finally face the parts of yourself you have been avoiding, the anger, the grief, the shame, the people pleaser who is bone tired. Here, we go beneath the surface to see what has really been driving your exhaustion, the overthinking, and the endless pressure to keep it together. You’ll enter the Temple of Anubis for the first time… and be welcomed to the underworld. 

The Purge

This is where you release what has been sitting heavy in your body for years. The tension in your jaw, the tightness in your chest, the emotions you have swallowed to stay calm. Through somatic practices, your body learns to let go of the stress and survival energy that has been running the show. It needs to come up and out. No more wallpapering over the cracks; we’re rebuilding your foundations for a better future.

The Remembrance

Here, you start to remember who you were before surviving became your default. Before the burnout. Before the good girl mask. Before you forgot what it feels like to trust yourself. You begin to reconnect with your intuition, your power, and the softness you buried under responsibility, which means reclaiming your time and energy, whether it’s from a soul-sucking job or relationship.

The Rise

You return to life with the calm, confidence, and self-trust you have been craving. You stop waiting for someone else to give you permission to rest or to be seen. You feel grounded, connected, and able to move through life without spiralling every time something goes wrong. I’m not saying life won’t go sideways, you’ll just be able to deal with it without the 3 am spirals and breakdowns in Tesco. People around you notice something is different; you walk taller, speak louder. You’re leading your life with unshakeable self-trust. 

The Integration Circle

We gather in sacred space one final time, to ground, to share, and to weave everything you’ve reclaimed into your daily life so you can integrate with confidence and safety.

As the dust settles, you begin to remember. The woman you were before the conditioning, before the shrinking. You’ll call her back, harnessing your power, clarity, and magic, and anchor it in your nervous system so it stays for the long term.


How I support you through the Underworld

You’re not handed a workbook and left to fend for yourself.
I hold you through the entire descent with:

  • Weekly live sessions blending somatic practices, shadow work, and guided meditation. You’ll join me on Tuesday evenings for 75 minutes, and if life gets in the way, you can catch up with the recorded calls.

  • Audio Quantum Journeys are specially curated for each week, for you to listen to as much as you like and even after Underworld Alchemy finishes.

  • Weekly Shadow work prompts and somatic tools you can actually use day-to-day.

  • A private Discord community that feels like group therapy but with memes, engage as much or as little as you like. I’ll be replying Mon-Sun like your pals in a girly group chat (but equally, modelling my own boundaries - I’ll reply when I can, often with fab advice or questions heheh).

  • Energy Readings and Channelled Messages from me throughout, because the underworld can be intense, and you won’t walk it alone.

About me

I’m not another coach selling “good vibes only.”
I’m a scientist, somatic therapist, psychic, astrologer, and Reiki master.
I bridge biology with mysticism, shadow work with nervous system science, and ancient myth with modern psychology.

People join Underworld Alchemy because they trust me to take them deep — and not lose them along the way.

Transformation with me isn’t about perfection. It’s about integration.

When I say I’ve been dragged through some shit, I mean I was dragged backwards through a hedge. My life was a dumpster fire at the best of times, with a nervous system to boot. I jumped from toxic relationship to toxic relationship (and being real, I was a bit of a bitch myself). I was a sad girly burning out at work and smoking a shit-tonne of weed to stay afloat. I was a perpetual victim and kept expecting people to swoop in and make me feel better. The truth is, people can only offer guidance; they can’t fix it for you, and that’s why I don’t call myself a guru but a guide. 

I have been in the trenches, I had to look at the darkest and ugliest parts of myself so that I could have: 

  • The healthiest relationship I’ve ever been in, and I feel SAFE

  • A business where I make my own rules and never have to be someone else’s bitch ever again 

  • The ability to show up for myself by nourishing my body and setting boundaries around rest 

  • Deep conversations with friends, loved ones, clients and peers without getting defensive, accusatory or angry, so that I can deepen those connections and relationships. 

  • 2 years of sobriety and I’ve never looked back

You’ll like working with me if you want REAL spirituality with grounded, scientific and tangible approaches. I’m not a self-proclaimed Shaman who is going to beat you with some feathers and charge £300 an hour for scratches and allergies.

I am a bona fide Scientist and Somatic Therapist. I use Somatics, Shadow Work and Reiki pretty much every day. My approaches are real and embodied, so you can bring them into YOUR life and make it work for you. I have hundreds of reviews across services that speak to my approach, and you can learn more below from the amazing women who completed Underworld Alchemy below:


WHAT MY CLIENTS SAID…

  • ANGIE SAID:

    I definitely got what I wanted and more. My goal was to round up and integrate a lot of things that I had been trying to work on by myself, and going into UA with Emmy and the support of the whole group was more than what I needed to do this.

    I liked everything but mostly the interaction with the other participants. It was just the right level of involvement from everyone; it made me feel supported and like we were all in a shared experience of growth and self-discovery.

    Emmy you are an amazing practitioner, keep doing what you do, it makes such a difference in people’s lives.

  • Frances Said:

    Made such great progress towards my goals - it was really incredible to be able to implement things as the weeks went on and to report back - within my journey UA has allowed me to take a huge step in development - it helped me uncover stuff in a short space of time i never thought I could - It has allowed me to feel more confident in continuing to dig into this work for myself to break away from old habits/beliefs and become an optimal me. Super transformative experience.

    So worthwhile - I think we are conditioned to not spend money on our wellbeing and when booking onto things like this, I think we can get a bit eeeek when you see the total price but at just under £50 per session - including the closing circle I think is such great value for money. How I frame it for myself to remind myself that this is so worthwhile - 1 trip to the cinema - minimum £30 - 1 meal out approx £50 - 1 pair of trainers approx £100-£150 - 1 bag of food shopping approx £30 - 1 alchoholic drink approx £6 = 8 drinks - 1 takeaway minimum £20 - 1 30min massage £40-60 - the value for how transformative this can be is fab!

    I think as well the amount of time Emmy gives to us and the mental and spiritual energy she offers makes this such a good value for money.

  • sf said:

    Extremely well delivered with consistent support throughout. It exceeded my expectations. I didn’t want it to end!

  • nicola said:

    I definitely got what I needed from it. Maybe not always in the way I expected (the Purge was tough), but it was the right experience for me and I am so grateful I that I got to be a part of this.


    I do feel it was worth the investment. The support, community, and the group gave me real value for the price.

  • KAROLINA SAID:

    The support you receive from both Emmy and the fellow women on the programme is what I enjoyed the most. I wouldn't have suspected that when I signed up but it turns out that the strangers can lift you up more than you imagine. And we all share different but similar stories, as if we were speaking the same language.

    I definitely got what I wanted - a rebirth, an integration, a clearance of some karmic cycles and lifting the weight of things that have been dragging me down but it definitely came at a price. It is not for the light of heart, it was a difficult journey and I have nevr faced myself as much or felt as tired or burned out in my life. But I came out on the other end - different and I wouldn't have it any other way

    100% it was by far the most difficult healing process I have done in my entire life and I will not want to go as deep anytime soon but I see some tangible benefits (better rest, better boundaries, new job?! - closer to my higher self, cutting out some toxic cycles) that would have not been possible without the participation in Underworld Alchemy.

  • Karyn Said:

    Where to begin? UA was a complete package of death and rebirth with a whole lot more thrown in! I went in with an open heart and mind to enter the depths of the temple of Anubis and felt transformed by what I saw and felt there, coming out the other side as a different person.

    The somatic work included with the package helps to get a gauge on where your body is at and where it feels safe to go, this helped to allow the meditations to flow at a level you feel you can cope with, some days it’s more than others, but everyone experiences things differently.

    Emmy is an excellent teacher and puts lots of time into what she is talking about in the section before the mediation, explaining the background to rituals and what might come up. The meditations themselves are just chefs kiss the right combination of background and foreground music, not too much talking and plenty time to allow the journey to unfold.

    The month-long journey gave you time to work through anything that came up and time to do the amazing shadow work prompts to dig deeper and clear blockages in your head. There was always plenty of support from Emmy and the other participants in the discord chat and it was nice to share with people what was going on for you as some people had similar experiences.

    I got more than I expected to from UA. I went in open-minded to see where the journey took me, and I saw a whole new way of thinking and being arise within me. I’ve removed blocks and pushed myself forward. I experienced life and death and rebirth during the meditations, and this allowed me to see where in my life I needed to make changes and change how I think for my own personal wellbeing.

    Next time, charge more, Emmy!

Client Results

I always ask for feedback and throughout the entire group we saw:

Goals Met and Exceeded: Women have left this container with more clarity, self-trust, and personal power than they thought possible.
Deep Personal Transformation: Rebirths. Karmic clearings. Emotional releases that finally stick.
Challenging but Worthwhile: It’s not a walk in the park — it’s shadow work. But every woman has said it was exactly what she needed.
Integration and Wholeness: You’ll walk away understanding your patterns and finally be able to live from your centre instead of your coping mechanisms.
Support and Sisterhood: The group is always the medicine. Women who began as strangers now speak the same soul language.


Your next step isn’t up… It’s down.

Your underworld journey begins when you say yes. Are you ready to descend with us?
Click below to join Underworld Alchemy and take your first step into the dark.


A portion of my revenue will be donated to egyptaid.org's ‘Palms for the Poor’ initiative. I am aware, as a white woman working with the deity Anubis, that I have privileges others may not. I am holding him and the Ancient Egyptian codes in love and appreciation, and that means supporting the land as it stands now.

Emmy has walked with Anubis her whole life. She was fascinated by Ancient Egypt as a child and felt its call even then. Learning to read Hieroglyphics and understanding the Ancient Death Rites felt right, like a remembering.

Emmy often prefers dogs to humans, and this has always been the case, which now makes sense with the connection to Anubis, the Jackal. Her containers and immersions are carefully curated and always practised on herself before offering to clients. She is committed to harm reduction and reducing distortion in spiritual practices. She has and will turn away clients who need therapeutic or medical support outside her scope of practice.

Emmy has Venus and Mercury in the 8th house of Death and Rebirth. Her offerings are designed to take you deeper; these are the themes of Pluto, Hades, and Anubis - the underworld.